Jumbled mind

Posted on March 24, 2010 | No Comments

I used to frown a lot. My mom would find me staring into space and frowning. She would scold me about it. She thought I was just daydreaming all those times. Little did she know that it was my way of planning my future. When I frown, I am deep in concentration. And believe me, I need to concentrate because my mind was a jumbled mess. Yes, even when I was a little kid and more so in my teens.

Even then, my mind would jump from one thought to another. I couldn’t focus on a single thought. Even then, my mind was already cluttered. I tend to daydream a lot back then. But it is mixed with my plans on what I wanted to become when I grew up. Back then, I wanted to become a doctor and a lawyer. I also wanted to be filthy rich (well, up to now ha-ha). I couldn’t keep up with my own thoughts.

It hasn’t changed a bit. My mind is still cluttered, a jumbled mess. Chaos rules in it. I am thankful I can still concentrate from time to time. I just have so many ideas and I can’t keep it in line.

Are you like me?

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